Words/Laziness/Future/Words

When I previously said I didn't have a lot to say, I didn't really mean I had NOTHING to say for almost 2+ weeks... what in the world has come over me?  I didn't disappear for any reason other than things have been crazy busy, trying to finish up at work, train a new person, finish up at school (Yes, 4 class days left) and get everything together to go on externship.

Is being crazy busy a reason to disappear?  It's not like formulating my thoughts is really time consuming... Ok, I have a million thoughts going through my head at any given time, but really, how many of them actually make way to the surface and out of my mouth (or fingers in this case)?  Maybe it's just laziness on my part, after all, I suppose I have the right to be lazy occasionally.  Who says you always have to be moving, thinking or doing something?  I really wish laziness would appear in my life more often than it does, but we don't always get what we wish for, right?

Chaos is definitely in full swing!  I am ready to end this week and see what the next several days holds for me.  Hopefully the weather will hold out at least for a while this weekend so my weekends plans don't end up "all wet" (Ha, I crack myself up!)!  I am ready for some me time, which at this time includes some drag racing, a hair appointment with the Fabulous Saskia, some baking and who knows what else.  Maybe a date?  Yes, a date?  I know words I always thought would never venture from my mouth again.  Am I ready for this?  I'm still not entirely sure.  I am still regularly forced back to the past, like it or not.  I wish it would disappear (yes, back to that wonderful word disappear), but we can't exactly take back the past now can we?  Am I ready to begin that part of my life in the present and future?  I guess time will tell.  I'll keep ya posted!

Ok, well, here we are again... back to lack of words.  On that note, we'll save the rest for later.  I'm sure I'll have a lot to say, I always do.  See, I just did!  :)