Conundrum

So, I have a bit of a conundrum (yes, that's a big word)... I'm a a crossroads and not sure which path to take.  Certain things haven't exactly turned out like I hoped, or like I planned.  Although I'm at the beginning of the road and there's still a long way to travel, I'm questioning whether that road is the right road, or if I should just turn around and go back.  I know time will only tell whether the decision was the right one, but I'm not sure I want to wait.  I guess things will turn out like they are supposed to, and if turning around and going back is the right thing, it will happen that way. Waiting, yuck, so not one of my favorite words....

Why is it that we think sometimes that we are making the right decisions, but in reality looking back, it probably wasn't? Is it the need for adventure?  Change?  I know they say change is good, and it is, but sometimes change really isn't what we wanted at all.  Change is good, I believe that.  I have made some good changes, and I am thrilled to see where they are going to lead me, but sometimes I wonder if this was the right time.  Not on everything, just some things.  We become content in the way things are, and that's our comfort zone.  Breaking from the comfort zone isn't always easy, and it's just sometimes downright scary.  It's a necessity of life however.  I guess things will work out as they are supposed to.  Who says you have to be happy with change or with contentment, can't you have a little of both?  I guess that's where I'm at now.  I want both, to be content with change.  Can it happen?  Not sure, but I'm gonna try.  Hell, I'll never stop trying!