Changes are coming, good changes and much deserved changes. A new chapter is beginning, which I hope will lead to more chapters and other beginnings...
It's been a long and sometimes difficult road, but I knew the end of the road was out there, just didn't know when it was coming. I'm finally in a good place. I'm beginning a new career, which I have worked really hard to get to, but has come with a lot of sacrifices. I've said goodbye to the past, once and for all, and now looking forward to the future, my new future.
I have opened myself up to the possibility of new relationships, and look at each one that comes my way as a special thing and not a reminder of the past. I'm realizing that there are good people out there, and people who will see me for who I really am, and not what they want me to be. People who accept me as I am and like what they see. And I like who I am and like what I see, and that's the most important thing, because who says that your own opinion isn't important, it is, it is the most important because if you like yourself, others will too.
So, come on in change, I'm glad to see you, you are welcome here and I have been waiting for you a long time. I'm interested to see what you have in store for me, good or bad. Bring it!
Change.... :)
About Me
- Who Says You Have To!
- Louisville, Kentucky, United States
- Who says you have to follow some kind of guidelines in life... On the advice of a great friend, this blog has been created. Seems, some people find my stories, life, and antics very amusing and comical. I'm not sure I would always agree with them, but I am putting it out there for you to decide on your own... About me: I'm a single mom of 2 amazing boys. My life is pure chaos, organized chaos, and somehow works for me. I'm not always sure how I make it work, but it does and gets us through each day, happy to face the next. Sounds a little crazy, and maybe it is, but it's our life. Our chaotic life...
Sunday, February 27, 2011
Monday, February 21, 2011
Happy
I have to say, for a Monday, it's an OK day. Didn't sleep well last night, but not overly tired. Don't want to be at work, but then again, guess it's not so bad. Could be due to the fact that I only have a few days left here (yep, that's probably it). Weather is not great, but the sun is shining. Yep, not a bad day at all.
Although my weekend plans were rained out, it was a great weekend anyway. Spent some great quality time with my men! That's always a fun time! We layed around, goofed off, watched some great movies (Sixteen Candles, Titanic, Dirty Dancing), did a lot of shopping and ate some incredibly fattening foods (who says you have to stay on track and eat healthy everyday, right?). Yep, good times.
Although I am extremely nervous about the upcoming week, I am also very excited. Very excited to start another new chapter in my life, looking forward to all the upcoming changes and meeting new people. I can honestly say that I am happy with my life, happy with where I'm at, happy that I have two great boys, happy with my two incredibly spoiled dogs, happy with a great group of people that I am honored to call my friends, and happy with my family; my sister and her group of boys/men (all of them) and most of all the wonderful man I call my father... I wouldn't be anywhere without any of you, so because of you, I am HAPPY!
Enjoy your day, share your happiness, be thankful that you are here and that you are important and loved, because I am!
Although my weekend plans were rained out, it was a great weekend anyway. Spent some great quality time with my men! That's always a fun time! We layed around, goofed off, watched some great movies (Sixteen Candles, Titanic, Dirty Dancing), did a lot of shopping and ate some incredibly fattening foods (who says you have to stay on track and eat healthy everyday, right?). Yep, good times.
Although I am extremely nervous about the upcoming week, I am also very excited. Very excited to start another new chapter in my life, looking forward to all the upcoming changes and meeting new people. I can honestly say that I am happy with my life, happy with where I'm at, happy that I have two great boys, happy with my two incredibly spoiled dogs, happy with a great group of people that I am honored to call my friends, and happy with my family; my sister and her group of boys/men (all of them) and most of all the wonderful man I call my father... I wouldn't be anywhere without any of you, so because of you, I am HAPPY!
Enjoy your day, share your happiness, be thankful that you are here and that you are important and loved, because I am!
Thursday, February 17, 2011
Words/Laziness/Future/Words
When I previously said I didn't have a lot to say, I didn't really mean I had NOTHING to say for almost 2+ weeks... what in the world has come over me? I didn't disappear for any reason other than things have been crazy busy, trying to finish up at work, train a new person, finish up at school (Yes, 4 class days left) and get everything together to go on externship.
Is being crazy busy a reason to disappear? It's not like formulating my thoughts is really time consuming... Ok, I have a million thoughts going through my head at any given time, but really, how many of them actually make way to the surface and out of my mouth (or fingers in this case)? Maybe it's just laziness on my part, after all, I suppose I have the right to be lazy occasionally. Who says you always have to be moving, thinking or doing something? I really wish laziness would appear in my life more often than it does, but we don't always get what we wish for, right?
Chaos is definitely in full swing! I am ready to end this week and see what the next several days holds for me. Hopefully the weather will hold out at least for a while this weekend so my weekends plans don't end up "all wet" (Ha, I crack myself up!)! I am ready for some me time, which at this time includes some drag racing, a hair appointment with the Fabulous Saskia, some baking and who knows what else. Maybe a date? Yes, a date? I know words I always thought would never venture from my mouth again. Am I ready for this? I'm still not entirely sure. I am still regularly forced back to the past, like it or not. I wish it would disappear (yes, back to that wonderful word disappear), but we can't exactly take back the past now can we? Am I ready to begin that part of my life in the present and future? I guess time will tell. I'll keep ya posted!
Ok, well, here we are again... back to lack of words. On that note, we'll save the rest for later. I'm sure I'll have a lot to say, I always do. See, I just did! :)
Is being crazy busy a reason to disappear? It's not like formulating my thoughts is really time consuming... Ok, I have a million thoughts going through my head at any given time, but really, how many of them actually make way to the surface and out of my mouth (or fingers in this case)? Maybe it's just laziness on my part, after all, I suppose I have the right to be lazy occasionally. Who says you always have to be moving, thinking or doing something? I really wish laziness would appear in my life more often than it does, but we don't always get what we wish for, right?
Chaos is definitely in full swing! I am ready to end this week and see what the next several days holds for me. Hopefully the weather will hold out at least for a while this weekend so my weekends plans don't end up "all wet" (Ha, I crack myself up!)! I am ready for some me time, which at this time includes some drag racing, a hair appointment with the Fabulous Saskia, some baking and who knows what else. Maybe a date? Yes, a date? I know words I always thought would never venture from my mouth again. Am I ready for this? I'm still not entirely sure. I am still regularly forced back to the past, like it or not. I wish it would disappear (yes, back to that wonderful word disappear), but we can't exactly take back the past now can we? Am I ready to begin that part of my life in the present and future? I guess time will tell. I'll keep ya posted!
Ok, well, here we are again... back to lack of words. On that note, we'll save the rest for later. I'm sure I'll have a lot to say, I always do. See, I just did! :)
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