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Louisville, Kentucky, United States
Who says you have to follow some kind of guidelines in life... On the advice of a great friend, this blog has been created. Seems, some people find my stories, life, and antics very amusing and comical. I'm not sure I would always agree with them, but I am putting it out there for you to decide on your own... About me: I'm a single mom of 2 amazing boys. My life is pure chaos, organized chaos, and somehow works for me. I'm not always sure how I make it work, but it does and gets us through each day, happy to face the next. Sounds a little crazy, and maybe it is, but it's our life. Our chaotic life...

Monday, September 26, 2011

Spinning...

Ever feel like your life is on a constant merry-go-round?  Same faces, same music, same view?  Are we destined to stay on the ride, or can we just get off any time we want?

And, why do we stay on ride?  We know it's not going anywhere.  We know it's no longer fun. So why do we subject ourselves to the constant spinning?  Is it the hope that the music will change, the faces will change or the view will change?  Or is it just the fear of the unknown?

I think we are just so used to what is and what we know that we are afraid to try something new.  Or is it that we have tried something new and it wasn't what we thought it would be so we went back to what we knew, what was "safe"?

The spinning after a while makes you sick. Makes you want to scream stop.  STOP!  But are you screaming loud enough so that anyone can hear you?  And are you screaming loud enough to make the spinning stop?  Can you hear you or are you only screaming in your silent mind?

Spinning and spinning... round 'n round...  I want off.  Stop the music.  Want new faces.  Need a new view.  I'm screaming...  still spinning... STOP!